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He usually writes about his routinerising before 5:00 to weak coffeescrubbing floors, painting wallshis one hour in the exercise yard,or a dream from the night beforea fishing trip with his father long dead.
Today he writes about the bullfrogin the alley behind his cell,it has survived winter,has emerged from a weep holein a retaining wall, so large nowit may not fit into the hole for long.
He reports that managementcut down a rose bushthat has graced the yard for years.Take heart, he writes, they cutonly the stems, didn’t know enoughto dig out the roots.
It is usually his regret that stayswith me long after the letter,but today it is the frog embodiedin the small rock that I excisefrom my garden, a damp bulkthat I lift toward the sun.
I give the rock legs, long and litheready to leap out and overup toward the warm lightbut his heaviness resists,draws inward, hardensinto an acceptanceof the dark safekeeping.
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About the writer
Gloria Nixon-John. Gloria Nixon-John has published poetry, fiction, essays and pedagogical articles and chapters in small and mainstream presses including Apogee, Clover, Dunes Review, English Journal, Panoply, River Teeth, Wanderlust, A3 Maps and Literature, The Bangalore Review, to name a few. Her novel, The Killing Jar, the story of one of the youngest Americans to serve on death row, was published in 2012 and her Memoir, Learning From Lady Chatterley was published in 2015. Her poetry chapbook, Breathe me a Sky, was published in 2019 by The Moonstone Art Center. Gloria lives with her horses, dogs, cats and husband, Mike in Oxford, Michigan where they are also visited by abundant wildlife.
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