I grew up in a home of whisperswhere talking took place at the table.My family sat in an “L”and eyes only met peripherally
Our gaze either focused on the shared dishthat complimented portions of rice,or the television across the room—
characters in Three’s Company or The Simpsons.We would laugh, not seeing them as role models.
A home of printed words only foundin glossy magazines, or accompaniedby pictures of Clifford. And I write
stories and poems they will never read,because their broken, written English lives on iPhoneswhere autocorrect struggles to articulate what they really want to say.
And when I’m asked at family gatheringsto write about our stories,I wonder, what is mine?
Their experience of genocide in Cambodia.The killing fields, the starvation and murder, andthe salvation in America—The only life I know,
but not the only life my words attempt to live.Words that may never come acrossthe eyes of those rightfully unwilling to relive a grim past.
A tongue that finds comfort in spooning throughbitter melon soup, and casual fictional dilemmas.Words fed to me through silence.
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