My Mom said my hair wasn’t rightfor ponytails or pigtails. You’re not a normal girl.A barber’ll know what to do with this mop, she said. I believed thatmy mom could make me pretty. She could help me find a way to
look whiter with a barber’s help. I hated my hair and classmatescalled it an Afro. I’m her white mother. This damn girl can’ttake care of her hair. Barbers said she needed to,let me grow my hair out. She said no.Pinched her thumb tip with pointer fingertip
to show the barber how short. I want it taken downclose to this girl’s head. Clippers buzzed, sheared hair like wool.I closed my eyes so I couldn’t see all the curls falling.

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