Coarse underside, raised veins
of a mulberry leaf, schuss schuss schuss
of shoes treading grass, static snap

of carpet, cat, metal, skin: voltage
travels vessels, synaptic sparks
arc, powerlines buzz like hives,

engines hum through our sleep
in electromagnetic ocean,
the planet’s fever rising.

***

Flickering firelight, chants,
red ochre handprints floating
on subterranean stone, reaching

for—or from—the inside.

***

Bricks and mortar
of existence: electron clouds
whirling around a spectral core

too fast to perceive,
99.99% vacant space,
solid to the touch.          

***

As a kid, I’d stick fork tines,
nail files, bent paper clips into
sockets to feel the bristling

force reach from somewhere
inside, beyond the walls
to shake my hungry hand.  

***

Is our fear of emptiness
a fear of being or non-being?
We wake in a house of galaxies

and black holes, shut our eyes,
see another immensity.
At the thinning edges

between worlds: failures
singular or common,
ghosts and sleepwalkers,

or circuits open—
current flowing, ground.


Photo by Nikhita Singhal on Unsplash

Jay Udall

Jay Udall's latest book is Reach Beyond Reach (2022 Comstock Review Chapbook Award). Previous volumes include Because a Fire in Our Heads (X.J. Kennedy Poetry Prize) and The Welcome Table (New Mexico Book Award). Jay lives with four feral animals: a spouse, a daughter, a hound, and a cat.